I'LL BE DAVID

I'm moving up, up a hill carried by the faith who telles me this is right.

But up ahead blocking my way

is a giant waiting for me fit for fight

But this time I wont give in no

I will fight him I will win 

But this time I wont give in no

I will fight him I will win 

Hey, giant- this time it's you who're gonna fall

Hay, giant- I'll be David you willl be Goliath

He is like a living wall. We have been here before him and I.

But this time I will pass him

there is no way I'm urning back to the past.

Cause in this story I'm the conqueror

I don't know how but I know it for sure

Cause in this story I'm the conqueror

I don't know how but I know it for sure

Hey, giant- this time it's you who're gonna fall

Hay, giant- I'll be David you willl be Goliath

MOTHER OF SONS

My little boys hand

Finding mine, I’m his safety his home

And it’s me he calles, when he falls

Thinking I could fix it all

Fevers and nightmares, endless good night songs

I’ve fallen asleep on his floor

I try to be all they need

I’m not perfect but believe

They know beyond any doubt, 

my love will never run out

He’s stronger than me

Grown so much taller than me

Still me’s a part of me

I hope I did my part to give him a good start.

Curfews and boundaries

 still making space for him to grow

May your joy never drift too far away

May your heart stay soft, and spirit strong and

May you always find the light to guide your step

May you always take care of eachother

I try to be all you need

I’m not perfect but believe 

You know beyond any doubt 

My love will never run out

I pray you’ll be safe and sound 

When I am not around

When you succeed my praise is loud 

When you don’t I’m just as proud 

SO MUCH SUN

How could it be true,

that someone as messed up as me

could be loved by someone like you?

Suddenly tomorrow smiles at me

tomorrow smiles at me

And how can so much sun

fit into one little touch?

You make me feel so warm

all wrapped up in this miracle

this love miracle

/: When did my future get so bright?

My heavy mind turned feather-light :/

Well, Im just being me,

so your love must be great.

All my falts and my misstakes

it seems like you don't see them, 

you only see me.

FIGHTING SHADOWS

I see you’re fighting shadows with martial arts bows and arrows

The weight of everything’s on you from your point of view

And you’re scared everything will fall apart if you lose your grip so you hold on so hard

Let it go

And you’ll still be alright

Let it go

See the golden light

You can breathe out and lay down in fields of green by quiet streams 

It’s scary, I know, to lay your guns down and trust there's no danger lurking around

But let yourself look at the sky, the careless dance of a butterfly

And see how the clouds slowly break, and peace may replace some of your acke

So let it go

And you’ll still be alright

Let it go

See the golden light

You can breathe out and lay down in fields of green, by quiet streams

I’m experienced in the field of fighting shadows myself, with my bare hands.

But bit by bit I learn to let go let go a little bit more

IN YOUR PACE

Outside your curtain there’s a new day dawning,

a light and airy morning - Ooooo

The comfort of your covers may seem warm and safe,

but it is not a real embrace- Oooo

I am on your side

Wish you would come outside

Just for a little while

Would you come outside?

Sunlight on your face

We’ll take it in your pace

Just for a little while

Would you come outside?

If you don't want to we don't have to talk,

just a silent walk- Ooooo

The morning sun will be gentle the breeze will be sweet,

the grass be soft beneath our feet- Oooo

ME

I am a bird, realizing the cage is open.

I am a tree, realizing that I have roots.

I am a flower, realizing the season is still young,

the best is yet to come.

I’m a child learning to walk

without fearing to fall.

I’m an old soul trying to let go,

not to let the past destroy.

Didn’t foresee, I would find it so hard.

Finding my way out, now when my captor’s gone. 

Hopeful, with steps still unsteady, but I am ready.

Pounding heart, life restart,

like demanding art.

Tumbling and flying, laughing and crying

finding my new part.

FEARLESS LITTLE GIRL

Where is the path I used to get here?

The dark came so suddenly,

and with it came the cold and the hunger.

Where is the path I used to get here?

I felt so happy and free as I wandered off.

O-o-o-a-a-a. Come and get me.

O-o-o-a-a-a. Take me home.

Find myself all alone in the mist.

What lurks in the shadows?

My need for adventure is long gone.

Find myself all alone in the mist.

I felt so happy and free as I wandered off.

Who knew that I could feel this way?

I thought I was a fearless little girl

Everything safe seemed so plain.

Who knew that I could feel this way?

Now I just want you to come and take me home.

LETTING GO

It has come to this,

I’m all worn out.

It has come to this,

there’s nothing lift in me

to resist from sinking.

So I’m letting go now.

It will burst or hold now.

I surrender.

I am falling.

This is the moment.

No longer in my hands,

I’m no longer in control.

 IT'S OK

When I conquered the mountain and I’m on top no long rest no I can’t stop

Another mace another riddle to solve

And the off track, and the grounds starts to crack I find my way back

and I learn at least I’m trying to. 

Cause I’m always on my way I’m never done

I’m always on my way all days to come. 

On my way

I will always be on my way

But I found that it’s ok 

To always be on my way

When I think of all the places that I found

in myself and around on this way on the merry go round 

Oases in the desert strength I never thought I had visdom buried in dirt and sand. 

I thank God that I’m not standing still

I thank God that I never will

On my way (my way)

I will always be on my way (my way)

But I found that it’s ok (it’s ok)

To always be on my way. (I’m on my way) 

INVISIBLE

When you walk down the street and all you know so well

It all looks estranged 

People walking by, some even laughing

Like nothing has changed

It’s invisible

That for you all is upside down

What was true became a lie

What was grounded took off into the sky

And it’s all invisible

All around are things filled up with memories of

All the hope back then

Now they’ve turned to painful reminders of

What could have been 

There’ll be brighter days

With a smile on your face

You'll join their laughter (you will join their laughter)

See there’s life hereafter 

Worlds apart from their light and careless steps

You search for solid ground

But can you see the study horizon

Above the waves around? 

COCOON

A cocoon, I used to live in a cocoon.

Now I can see the silver moon

But sometimes I cry

Cause I want to fly like all the other butterflies

But my wings are not yet dry

Will still be a while.

Cocoon- Cocoon.

Don’t get me stressed, I’m trying my best. 

Cocoon- Cocoon.

Still not the time, I’m still an eye rhyme.

I stress - with no- finesse.

My cute evening dress

Are not yet used.

Disability- invisible reality.

A bit to heavy gravity

is keeping me down.

You look so pretty- why don’t you smile?

You look so ready- why don’t you fly?

It’s so easy- easy breezy?

What’s all the fuzz? Just do like us!

A THOUGHT OF YELLOW LEAFS

Cold autumn wind blowing.

A thought of yellow leafs soaring in the black night.

Curled up in a soft blanket.

Eyes on the flame of a lonely candle.

A souls journey.

Daring to see, what’s in sight.

A souls journey.

Daring to feel, how it feels.

One single tear running.

Warm and heavy from an eye, down pale skin.

Existence can’t ever be the same.

Truth discovered can’t be covered again.

SUPERGLUE

Sweetheart you found me.

Now I’m yours entirely.

Just what the doctor ordered.

Precisely what I needed.

So I’ll superglue myself to you.

Better superglue,

‘cause I need to stay with you.

Perfect in the weirdest way.

Let’s just say I’m Miss Lucky.

Life with no you,

would be with a limping soul.

HEARTBEAT SYNCHRONIZE

You’re my true love my dear.

You’re my sunshine in the rain,

my joy in all the pain

I trust in you with my steps

I close my eyes and sense your breath

Feel our heartbeats synchronize.

But I can’t seem to get close enough.

So dance with me

Stay with me

Close to me

Show me how you want it to be.

Come, come, come you got me.

With you I feel special and unique;

in you is everything you seek.

My heart, my soul, my all I’ve lost to you.

I feel you in me and around me.

Everywhere; there you are.

Our love is a dance, I will follow your lead

– I’ll follow.

Your grace is my air, my water my bread

-I’ll follow.

BLACK SHADOWS IN THE WHITE

Moonsparkling snow.

Millions of fallen stars,

has turned ice.

So perfectly still.

There’s not a single windwhisper who’s trying to tell anything.

There’s black shadows in the white

The moon is so bright

The dark/my dark is so light tonight.

Laying on my back

Frost rising from the snow.

But the stars are worth the cold.

They cover me.

Like a blanket of cosmic light, such a magical sight.

A sight to breathe in.

A flow of peace within.

Tonight I sore. 

FEATHER-LIGHT

I see the end, and a new beginning.

The fruit of your love is sinking in.

The cracks in my foundation have been filled by you.

A feather- light hope tells me dreams can come true.

With you I can run for miles and miles.

My fear minimize in size.

By your side is where I’ll stay come what may.

If I get lost again in the disarray,

of all worries this world throws our way.

I know it won’t be long until your hand will find mine.

You’ll whisper clear heavens and  golden sunshine.

With you a new horizon.

NOT ESSENTIAL

Take it easy on yourself

You are doing so well.

Don’t be so hard on yourself.

You’re scared to fail, that much I can tell.

But perfection is far from essential here.

Breathe this in; you are so loved- So let go.

Be released.

The weight will lift.

Clouds drift. 

So let go.

Take a deep deep breath,

You struggle where there’s no fight.

My love for you is at the maximum height.

There is nothing left to make right.

Breathe it all in- breathe my love in.

Breathe it all in- breathe my love in.

Breathe it all in- breathe my love in.

Breathe it all in- breathe my love in.

Breathe it all in- breathe my love in.

AT YOUR MERCY

So I brought it all into the light

I left no dark corner to hide in

I placed my naked heart in your hand

Will you tear it apart?

Or is you love deep enough

to cover all of me?

I’m at your mercy

WIll you still love me after all you’ve seen

I’m at your mercy

If you do the your love is for real

I showed you my dirt

My shame and my deceive

I layed down my pride

unveiled my deepest fear

I jumped off a cliff, I’m in the air

My fate is in your next words my dear

And every second I await them 

Is an eternity

If I dare to take a good look into your eyes

What will I find?

What’s going through your mind?

But I got no courage left to spend

If I crash now, how will I mend?

I’m at your mercy

INTRO (Invisible Stories)

I screamed under water, so no one could hear me.

Made sure my smile was in order as I reached the surface.

I was to bruised and scared to know what to trust in. 

It’s been years, but those fears - can still kick in.

And now I recognise- the same in you.

All these hidden fights- you go through